God, I am so frustrated. I am so agitated. I am so... confused about this whole thing. How many jobs does my husband have to apply to in order to get any bites? How long must he wait in this state of jobless limbo before someone finally decides to take a chance and offer an opportunity for him to shine? He prays... I pray... His mama prays... And yet, it's been over two long years since he's been in the workforce.
For me, it isn't as much financial as it is about his emotional state and just the feeling of worth. After so long without a job, colleague interaction, small accomplishments and a regular paycheck, it can start to take a toll on your spirit and well-being. Although he tries to stay occupied with other things, I worry about him a lot. I wish so much that there was something I could do to change his situation. I suppose I could go beat some people upside their heads with a stick until they give in and offer him a job? :)
Lord, I pray for a serious blessing. Seriously. It is getting really old, repetitive and tiresome of praying for something that never comes. Please come through for my husband. Please remind him of your faithfulness and answer his prayer for a job. As strong as he is, I don't know how much longer his spirit can take this beatdown.
God, open a door. Open a window. Just crack it, if you can. Give us a glimpse that something good is going to happen soon!
